I do want to thank everybody. You've given me a lot to think about.
This will not be happening until next week, so I still have time to think about it. But I hope and pray that I won't chicken out before then.
My state has been ripped apart in the past year by political turmoil. I was never a radical anything. In fact the most radical thing I ever did before this year was vote. I hadn't ever belonged to a political party. I always figured that there were people who cared more than I did who would take care of any political stuff that needed to be done.
What this past year has taught me is that if you don't get involved, other people may make political decisions that you don't agree with, and you won't have a leg to stand on to complain about it because you weren't there putting in the work to make sure that your own viewpoint was represented. Voting alone isn't enough.
It feels like there are some basic civil libeties that are under attack right now in my state. I love my country. My favorite document in the whole world is the U.S. Declaration of Independence. It says,
"Governments are instituted among Men [and now, women], deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, - That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness."
Maybe I take that too seriously. But many people have laid down their lives for it ... so it seems like small potatoes for a State employee living a relatively comfortable life in an obscure northern state to (possibly) jeopardize her pretty good job and maybe a few hundred dollars fine for the same. Thats how strongly I feel about it. I am not a violent or confrontational person. I believe our Constitution gave us the means of "continuous revolution" by guaranteeing certain rights to the People - and those include freedom of speech and freedom of assembly. It may seem like a paltry action to stand in front of the Capitol singing Christmas Carols without a permit - but to me I see it as defending a fundamental American right ... for the People to be able to bring any message they want to the Capitol without first asking permission of the existing government.
Maybe the events of my state this past year are turning me into a radical. If that is what a radical is, I will accept the label. I am a fiercely radical American and I can no longer sit back and hope that "somebody else" will defend the fundamental rights of Americans. I have said many times during the past year that I never would have chosen to be in the midst of the political battles my State is going through. But I am, and I feel "drafted by circumstances" to defend the rights of speech and assembly in my state.
Which is what I believe I will be doing in this act of civil disobedience.